Life goes on.  No matter you like it or not.  Canada, was ok, got stuff off my mind.  School is approaching, and hell week, as it is, is hell.  Water polo, basketball, volleyball, 4.0, new friends, Tom and Gianni band, stuff to look foward to in the new school year!  Optomistic it is, hmm...  Well, farewell folks, last xanga entry forever~

unless i make a new xanga

mmm...

[Mario Winans]//[Never Really Was]
I just need to talk to you for a second
it won't take me long
i gotta get this off my chest
Listen!

[Verse 1]
I'm really glad that you can take out time
cuz i got a lot on my mind
i never thought that you would be the kind
to do that dirt and hang ya head
babygirl won't you make me understand
why you would say the things you said to me
you made me believe that we would be forever
but it was all a lie

[chorus]
If it never really was what you seen in me
why did you say you believed in me
it's all because of you my security
it's driving me crazy baby
if it never really was what you had for me
why did you say that you wanted me, needed me
if it never really was what you meant for me
tell me

[Verse 2]
Now i know i've asked you time and time again
were you sure you didn't want another man
i would've understood it back then
but you had to wait until i gave in
now i know i've been a sucker for your love
baby tell me what the hell was i thinking of
i should of listened to them when they told me
but i learned the hard way

[Chorus]

Why would you play with my heart
when i gave it all
it's tearing me apart girl
all you had to do is say so
i would of let you go
you're making it so hard girl

Why would you play with my heart
when i gave it all
it's tearing me apart girl
all you had to do is say so
i would of let you go
you're making it so hard girl

Tell me why, why baby

[Chorus 2x]

[chorus (girls part)]
If it never really was what you seen in me
why did you say you believed in me
(i just tried to give you what you needed)
it's all because of you my security
it's driving me crazy baby
(would you tell me why you lied to me)
if it never really was what you had for me
why did you say you wanted me, needed me
(what am i to do i believed in you)
if it never really was what you meant for me
tell me

_`chris

humm.. im announcing the end of my xanga!  so lets start with the history and why i started a xanga.. and WHY IM DECIDING TO END IT

so.. around sometime last year? donno when.. hehee... decided to start one bcos everybody had one.. yep.. was that bored... so.. switched xangas from v4nish to chris_is_layzie ... no idea why .. but did so.. guess i thought the name v4nish was gay or something but then people started going chris is layzie HAHAHAHA... balhblah...... yah.....so iono what i was lookin for in xanga.. just started it... for entertainment? ranting? who the fuck gives a shit. 

im happy.. i dont care about xanga nemore.. bcos i found more then i could have ever asked for.... just on xanga.  think hard. ull know what im talking about .  yeah... its been a long run.. the memories.. the memories.. mm.. i wonder what wouldve happened if i dint have a xanga... i wonder i wonder...... how would i have ever met her. doodooodoooo SO THATS WHY IM DECIDING TO END MY XANGA. no, not her, but fucking NOISY ASS BASTARDS WHO DO RESEARCH ON MY XANGA AND MY COMMENTS TO FUCKING SCRATCH OUT WHAT I DO AND WHO IM CLOSE TO.

goodbye. have fun

_`chris

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hm.. nehh some crappy days lately...

do0d... sry.. didnt WANT to make it happen.. why would i .. nieh.. hope all goes well.. so sorry =/

mmmm.. at least shes comin back in a day! and yay summer schools over.... and in 2 weeks ill be in canada.... n .... um.... iono..................................

so yup.. my summer has been pretty boring... at long last school is over.. i get 2 weeks of REAL summer time... only 2 weeks though.. yeah.. well ill see all you dudes and dudettes sometime durin my break or when school starts yah

laters ~

oh yes..amanda caught me with my happy camper "advertisement"... grunted face.. weird tasting drink.. advertisement..how classic

ehm looks weird cos i kinda had to shrink the image.but u can click on it for a linkie. oh well toodles

_`chris